Today it’s one of those days I feel it’s such a bother to answer his calls. I feel the relationship that we’re in is getting a little bit of a schedule, a little bit of a routine, somehow it’s getting a little too mundane. Sometimes we grab lunch, maybe dinner… we’ll do work at Abacus, or my house, or his house… Sometimes I’ll grab him to do groceries with me. If you ask me if we ever do any other activities other than that, I really can’t think of any. There’s one time he drove to Apple Cross and we sat down to have a random conversation. There were a couple of times we went to Fremantle to walk around. And maybe that one time we had coffee with my housemate at Lawley Street. Other than that, really, I can’t seem to give him credit for making effort. It’s one of those days I’m in the mood to be a bitch by being unappreciative. I actually wish it feels like this most of the time, and then maybe it’s easier to make that decision to walk away from a relationship that’s gonna be dead end.
YES SARRAH, you are a big big bitch today.